Chapter One
The Arrangement of Grief
The hardest part of any proof is admitting what you already know.
The casket was wrong. Eva could not stop looking at the hinges — brass, polished to a warm gold that caught the overhead lights and threw them back in small arcs across the ceiling of the funeral home. The hinges were decorative. They served no structural purpose. The brass hinges performed the idea of function without bearing any of its weight. The architecture of the thing was dishonest. It made Eva want to stand up and fix it.
She read the room. That was how she coped.
The funeral home was a converted Victorian on West Lynn Street, and whoever had renovated it had done the work of making death look like a living room. Warm sconces instead of overhead fluorescents. Upholstered chairs arranged in rows that curved slightly inward, creating the illusion of intimacy. The light was warm and diffused, the kind that made skin look healthy and grief look almost bearable. The design was working on her.
And they were watching. Eva could feel their attention like a current moving across her skin.
She watched her friends instead.